Singer: Tom MacDonald
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Song: Balloons
Tom MacDonald - Balloons Subtitles (SRT) (04:50-290-0-en) (PARTIAL PREVIEW)
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by RentAnAdviser.com
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I miss the days when no
one even knew my name
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Now everywhere I go, I wear
a hat to hide my face
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I got weapons hidden inside
every room in my place
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Now I have to keep a pistol
on me always just in case
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This is a nightmare, never
expected the fame
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To be something I would wrestle
with and fight to embrace
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Sometimes I feel like the love I
get's outweighed by the hate
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I hid the tears, but I can't
hide from the pain
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I'm workin' 20-hour days, can't even
lie to y'all, I'm burnt out
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I sleep on my weight bench, tryna
find the strength to work out
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Should be happy I'm successful, I just
went and bought my first house
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Thought money would help, cure my
depression, but it's worse, how?
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Tired of it, lucky I don't have a
manager 'cause I'd be firin' him
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Tired of talkin' to other
artists who just wanna tell
me I'm inspirin' 'em
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Parents keep tellin' me they have
a kid and they're thankful
the child is admirin' me
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Great, you wanna know how I feel? I
might kill myself before retiring
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I'm in the clouds
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I can't reach the ground
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They're comin' in crowds
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Blew me up like a balloon and let me
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Go, watch me float away,
well, I scream "no"
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Every time I get close, they
pull out their phones
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Like "Maybe this time we
can see him explode"
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Blew me up like a balloon
and let me go
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They all throwin' rocks 'cause
they're tryna poke holes
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They wanna see me pop, they
don't wanna see me blow
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They're the reason that I'm gone,
they don't wanna see me blow
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Blew me up like a balloon and left me
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I miss the times when
I could go outside
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I didn't have to watch my back
outta the corner of my eye
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I didn't have to fake a smile and
pose for pictures all the time
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Can't even lie, I miss when
time was really mine
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Now I just belong to everybody
else but me
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These panic attacks are makin'
it awful hard to breathe
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Built a vocal booth inside the
crib and stopped makin' beats
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Don't even rap, I stand inside
of it and scream
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Like this is not what I expected,
I worked my hands to the bone
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And my anxiety is triggered
by the apps on my phone
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I tried deleting them so the Internet
would leave me alone
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But the lack of attention made
me feel worse than before
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I'm sick of it all
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The Internet watchin'
me trip when I fall
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Embarrassed that everyone
witnesses all
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My illness isn't real tired,
man, I'm addicted to y'all
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Rappers on Twitter don't get me at all
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They're posing for photos
with fans in the mall
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I'm dying inside, pretending
I'm strong
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I'm not a celebrity, I am just Tom
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I'm in the clouds (Huhuhuhuhuh)
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I can't reach the ground (Huh)
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They're comin' in crowds
(Fuck, I'm so scared)
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Blew me up like a balloon and let
me (I can't face it anymore)
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Go, watch me float away,
well, I scream "no"
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Every time I get close, they
pull out their phones
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00:02:38,200 --> 00:02:41,300
Like "Maybe this time we
can see him explode"
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Blew me up like a balloon
and let me go
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They all throwin' rocks 'cause
they're tryna poke holes
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They wanna see me pop, they
don't wanna see me blow
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They're the reason that I'm gone,
they don't wanna see me blow
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Blew me up like a balloon and left me
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I miss the years when every Friday
wasn't spent with my therapist
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Then I realized I hated fame and
accept that I'm scared of it
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I got Ativan, Cipralex,
Xanax and Seraquel
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In a Tupperware container, I don't
touch, I...........
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