Singer: Tom MacDonald
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Song: Balloons
Tom MacDonald - Balloons Lyrics (LRC) (04:50-290-0-en) (PARTIAL PREVIEW)
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[00:03.20]I miss the days when no one even knew my name
[00:05.50]Now everywhere I go, I wear a hat to hide my face
[00:08.70]I got weapons hidden inside every room in my place
[00:11.50]Now I have to keep a pistol on me always just in case
[00:14.90]This is a nightmare, never expected the fame
[00:17.70]To be something I would wrestle with and fight to embrace
[00:20.80]Sometimes I feel like the love I get's outweighed by the hate
[00:23.80]I hid the tears, but I can't hide from the pain
[00:26.50]I'm workin' 20-hour days, can't even lie to y'all, I'm burnt out
[00:30.80]I sleep on my weight bench, tryna find the strength to work out
[00:33.50]Should be happy I'm successful, I just went and bought my first house
[00:36.70]Thought money would help, cure my depression, but it's worse, how?
[00:40.00]Tired of it, lucky I don't have a manager 'cause I'd be firin' him
[00:43.00]Tired of talkin' to other artists who just wanna tell me I'm inspirin' 'em
[00:46.00]Parents keep tellin' me they have a kid and they're thankful the child is admirin' me
[00:49.10]Great, you wanna know how I feel? I might kill myself before retiring
[00:53.70]I'm in the clouds
[00:56.90]I can't reach the ground
[00:59.90]They're comin' in crowds
[01:02.00]Blew me up like a balloon and let me
[01:05.00]Go, watch me float away, well, I scream "no"
[01:08.70]Every time I get close, they pull out their phones
[01:11.60]Like "Maybe this time we can see him explode"
[01:14.70]Blew me up like a balloon and let me go
[01:17.40]They all throwin' rocks 'cause they're tryna poke holes
[01:20.90]They wanna see me pop, they don't wanna see me blow
[01:24.00]They're the reason that I'm gone, they don't wanna see me blow
[01:27.10]Blew me up like a balloon and left me
[01:29.80]I miss the times when I could go outside
[01:31.90]I didn't have to watch my back outta the corner of my eye
[01:35.50]I didn't have to fake a smile and pose for pictures all the time
[01:38.40]Can't even lie, I miss when time was really mine
[01:41.40]Now I just belong to everybody else but me
[01:44.70]These panic attacks are makin' it awful hard to breathe
[01:47.90]Built a vocal booth inside the crib and stopped makin' beats
[01:50.60]Don't even rap, I stand inside of it and scream
[01:53.50]Like this is not what I expected, I worked my hands to the bone
[01:56.90]And my anxiety is triggered by the apps on my phone
[02:00.00]I tried deleting them so the Internet would leave me alone
[02:03.00]But the lack of attention made me feel worse than before
[02:06.30]I'm sick of it all
[02:07.60]The Internet watchin' me trip when I fall
[02:09.00]Embarrassed that everyone witnesses all
[02:10.50]My illness isn't real tired, man, I'm addicted to y'all
[02:12.90]Rappers on Twitter don't get me at all
[02:14.30]They're posing for photos with fans in the mall
[02:15.80]I'm dying inside, pretending I'm strong
[02:17.40]I'm not a celebrity, I am just Tom
[02:20.80]I'm in the clouds (Huhuhuhuhuh)
[02:23.60]I can't reach the ground (Huh)
[02:26.70]They're comin' in crowds (Fuck, I'm so scared)
[02:29.10]Blew me up like a balloon and let me (I can't face it anymore)
[02:31.90]Go, watch me float away, well, I scream "no"
[02:35.20]Every time I get close, they pull out their phones
[02:38.20]Like "Maybe this time we can see him explode"
[02:41.40]Blew me up like a balloon and let me go
[02:44.40]They all throwin' rocks 'cause they're tryna poke holes
[02:47.60]They wanna see me pop, they don't wanna see me blow
[02:50.70]They're the reason that I'm gone, they don't wanna see me blow
[02:53.70]Blew me up like a balloon and left me
[02:56.20]I miss the years when every Friday wasn't spent with my therapist
[02:58.90]Then I realized I hated fame and accept that I'm scared of it
[03:02.30]I got Ativan, Cipralex, Xanax and Seraquel
[03:05.30]In a Tupperware container, I don't touch, I just st...........
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