NF - How Could You Leave Us (with Lyrics & Subtitles)
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NF - How Could You Leave Us (en) Lyrics
How could you
leave us so unexpected?
We were
waiting, we were waiting
For you but you just left us
We needed you, I needed you
Yo, I don't know what it's like
to be addicted to pills
But I do know what it's like
to be a witness it kills
Mama told me she love me, I'm
thinking this isn't real
I think of you when I get a whiff
of that cigarette smell, yeah
Welcome to the
bottom of hell
They say pain is a prison,
let me out of my cell
You say you proud of me, but you
don't know me that well
Sit in my room, tears running
down my face and I yell
Into my pillowcases, you say
you coming to get us
Then call 'em a minute later just to
tell us you not, I'm humiliated
I'm in a room with a parent
that I don't barely know
Some lady in the corner watching
us, while she taking notes
I don't get it mom, don't you want
to watch your babies grow?
I guess that pills are more important,
all you have to say is no
But you won't do it will you?
You gon' keep popping 'til
those pills kill you
I know you gone but I
can still feel you
Why would you leave us? Why
would you leave us here?
How could you leave us here?
How would you leave us? Why
would you leave us?
Oh, hey
I got this picture in my
room and it kills me
But I don't need a picture of my
mom, I need the real thing
Now a relationship is something
we won't ever have
Why do I feel like I lost something
that I never had?
You shoulda been there
when I graduated
Told me you love me and
congratulations
Instead you left us at
the window waiting
Where you at mom? We're too young to
understand where you at huh?
Yeah, I know those drugs
got you held captive
I can see it in your eyes, they
got your mind captured
Some say it's fun to get the
high but I am not laughing
What you don't realize and
what you not grasping
That I was nothing but a kid
who couldn't understand
I ain't gon' say that I forgive
you cause it hasn't happened
I thought that maybe I feel
better as time passes
If you really cared for me,
then where you at then?
Why would you leave us? Why
would you leave us?
Our last conversation, you were
sat in the living room
Talking 'bout my music and I brought
you something to listen to
You started crying, telling
me this isn't you
Couple weeks later, guess you were
singing a different tune
You took them pills for the
last time, didn't you?
They took you from us once, guess
they came back to finish you
Crying my eyes out in the
studio is difficult
Music is the only place that
I can go to speak to you
Took me everything inside of me to
not scream at your funeral
Sitting in my chair, that person
talking was pitiful
I wish you were here mama but
every time I picture you
All I feel is pain, I hate
the way I remember you
They found you on the floor, I could
tell that you felt hallow
Gave everything you had plus your
life to them pill bottles
You gave everything you had plus your
life to them pill bottles
Don't know if you hear me or not,
but if you still watching ma
Sometimes I think about, like, sometimes
I think about things like
You know, when I
have kids i"m like
You won't be there, you know. You won't
be there for any of that.
I never get to see you again.
Sometimes I wish I would
have just called you.
I wish I would have just
picked up the phone.
I wish you were here. You shoulda
been there for us.
You shoulda been here.
Pills got you right?
Them pills got you right?
I wish you were here.
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